Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Weaning


I have reached 19 weeks of pregnancy and Indigo has weaned. It was pretty much a non event, which is nice...and it is very sad. I would be crazy to not be proud of the breastfeeding relationship we had. The first six months of her life were constant nursing moments. I didn't think we would make it many, many times....and here she is, just a few days short of 18 months. I have 20 weeks before the relationship starts again with baby Sage! I think I deserve a little break, so does Bob. Bob is what Indigo has named my breasts. It's strange and endearing! So since she is a nurse to sleep baby, we now sing, sing and sing some more to sleep. She loves "the bear went over the mountain" verse 2 "the wiggles went over the mountain" verse 3 "dora and boots went over the mountain." We sing it over and over again. I also sing many songs from my Lutheran School days. The words are wrong, the key off and it is so amazing to watch her be lulled to sleep by my mediocre voice. It's taking forever to fall asleep...but I am holding onto all those moments as before I know it, she will be too independent.

Monday, May 5, 2008

October Baby

15 weeks pregnant. Cerclage in place. Guilt pushed
aside. Finally starting to get excited. Really want to name baby Sage - regardless of gender. PTpapa would like Logan. I, am feeling like baby Sage is a boy. Wishful thinking? Maybe I just want to do a lot of shopping?! Life is amazing right now.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Indigo's Mom






I have stumbled on to blogging just when I resolved I spent too much time on the computer. Maybe this will cure my stay at home mom lonliness. How can I possibly be lonely with little Indigo in all her pre-toddler glory. Oh she is amazing. I am amazed and enthralled and so in love with this person. This Indigo Child. This spirit. I can't wait to add more bebe's! Speaking of which... I think today should be a fertile day! "Oh PTpapa!!!" Crazy - husband in Graduate School! Income zilch! Do loans count??? We just can't wait...well I just can't wait and PTpapa, well he loves Indigo and I... and already tells me "no" too much! Indigo was such an amazing miracle...and well, I am going to be 35 in 2008 - our window is small and my ovaries old. I always dreamt of a huge family...be content pensivdrmr, be content.

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